Natalie Portman (portman_padmae) wrote in nqc_undressed,
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Here's my 'confession' for the night.....well not really a confession but more of me letting a few things out. *rolls eyes* but like I'm not gonna do it in my actually journal but bear with me. *sto*

I, Natalie Portman, am once again single.


Run while you still can guys. I'm poison to all and stay away from me. I'm broken and nothing good will come from me. My heart has been broken once again and I need to be saved but don't try. It's for your own good, I can't be good for any guy. I have lost hope and I'm a broken shell of what I once was. So for your own good unless you want to try to put a smile on my face don't waste your time with me. My heart and soul have been broken and it will take a lot and I mean A LOT of time to heal.

"Broken By You"

First lonely night
What will I do
I feel my heart breaking in two
I'm such a fool
When will I learn
I fell so deep
Then I got burned

If you gave just one reason why
My heart just might let go
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
But for now I'll just leave my heart in two

If I never fall in love again
If I never touch your skin again
If I never feel again this way
If I never see another day
Remember me
Remember this
'Cause one thing that will never change
Is the feeling in my heart
So broken by you

Love still remains
After you're gone
Boy please explain where did I go wrong

If you gave just one reason why
My heart just might let go
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
But for now I'll just leave my heart in two

If I never fall in love again (never)
If I never touch your skin again (never)
If I never feel again this way
If I never see another day
Remember me
Remember this
'Cause one thing that will never change
Is the feeling in my heart

If you gave just one reason why
My heart just might let go
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
Maybe one day I will fall in love again




But there is more.....I just have to get this off my chest before I start on my update in my journal. I have to apologize to all the guys that I turned down for Tyler, the whole two of them. I had a chance with Elijah and I had a chance with Jacob. But I throw them away for Tyler and he broke my heart again.

Elijah was the first guy to prove me wrong and I lost him. I wish I could get him back but all the wishing in the world don't bring him back into my life after I choose Tyler over him. I was a fool.

Jacob, well he was a great guy and I like talking to him and everything. I should have given him the chance to really get to know me but I had Tyler and now he too is gone. I'm poison I tell you and I'm not meant to be with a guy and happy.

So I'm sorry that I throw away two chances at happiness. When will I learn? *shrugs*

*runs off to update in my journal*
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if I wasn't a married man, Natalie...
if I wasn't a married man...